Black Swan ??? ....

So who's seen it ??? Natalie Portman is everyones favorite it seems, except mine. I remember all the hype going around and people were raving their asses off. It's probably because the woman on woman action or maybe they appreciate the "amazing acting"... ( Being VERY sarcastic) I have not seen the film... nor will I ever see it because of the reviews from people that understand real cinematography. Some of my close family sat down while I was getting ready to go to an event the other night and half way through they said.. " Should we even continue".. and they ended up watching the rest to see if it might change and get better. The final review was it was ridiculous, crazy, and made no sense. I would think that for a woman who received best actress.. The movie itself would be on point. I earlier remember reading articles on various sites about Portman not thanking her dance double in the movie when she made her acceptance speech. Now to me, being a dancer.... I would be pissed ! Some people say.. "She received best Actress... not best dance performer , so get over it". I won't get over it because acting in a movie includes everything your part entails. The best part is I know that the really difficult moves were not performed by Portman and that brings together the film, because it's around Ballet. As the dancer's double I bet that really hurt as someone who has dedicated her entire life to the sport... she didn't even receive a Thank You ? I have lost ALL respect for Natalie Portman, and that's very rude, and low minded of her to leave her out... NOT even later addressing her after the dancer spoke out about it. Shows you one side of the industry... people want all the credit for themselves.

Graduating Class Of 2011

So I attended my best friend's graduation yesterday & it was very emotional to say the least. I met her four years ago and we built our friendship all through high school. It's just funny from my perspective how everyone thinks they have so many friends, but once you graduate... sorry to bring you back to reality; You have no one except maybe a couple close friends. High school is built upon becoming popular and knowing more people than others and people may still know who you are on lets say ( Facebook or Twitter) but they are NOT your friends.. they are just associates. There is a difference. I just thought I would point out that conclusion. I also wanna say congratulations to all my good friends who are the graduating class of 2011, I'm not gonna put names but you know who you are. Can't wait till I'm done ! lmao ! <3 xoxo

1 Year Anniversary !

So Today marks the one year anniversary of me moving to La Verne. It was one of the most enduring things I have ever done because I was thrown into a completely different world and situation. It was one of the best things that could have happened. I love this place so much; Quiet, Beautiful, & Classy. I'm much closer to where my life is, in the City of Angels. Oh and let's not forget I no longer live in San Bernadino County. haha! But it's just so crazy to believe it went by that quick... I remember walking into our backyard and I was breathless! Saying to myself " This is what I'm gonna call my home", and it was so surreal ! MY life has made such a 360. The only thing I could say is i've gotten a lil bit comfortable and I need to put that Nos back in my blood. <3 Here's to one more year. xoxo KANDY



 #NowPlaying The Edge Of Glory By Lady Gaga

It's Personal, It's Private...My Life (5/11/2011)

My life is pretty much an open book when it comes to everyday things. I make videos and talk about stuff that goes on because not only do I find it a way for me to express myself but people are interested in what happens on a daily basis. This is something that I would normally not just throw out there because it is so personal and it involves my direct family, but I became such a strong person after and that is why I want people to know. My situation has not always been glamorous and Fierce like everyone thinks. When it comes down to it this was a sliver of the abuse I went through but it's enough for you to get a picture. ( This is referring to my facebook post this morning) I had so many people message me clueless when I thought much more people knew about it but didn't; and I won't be getting TOO personal because it was very serious and still is but i'm gonna tell everyone the general synopsis of what occurred. Last year I was in a very bad living situation because it was under a roof with my dad. In short, my dad has never accepted who I am as a person & therefore I received the short end of the stick every time. There was an incident one evening where it got very heated in our home & my father ended up getting very abusive, which was nothing new. But it went to a whole new point. While words hurt enough, he proceeded punching my mother directly in the face. After that, I pushed my dad to the ground, immediately defending my mom. After that followed what I thought was the worst night in my entire life.  My dad grabbed his cane & shoved it in the side of my neck. I was kicked in my groin by my own brother and my entire life flashed in front of me... Literally ! My mom finally got to the phone and called 911 & in a matter of 10 minutes (that seemed like 5 hours) we had 20 cop cars on our street as well as the ambulance & fire trucks. I was rushed to the emergency room and my dad was put in jail where he belongs. The most puzzling part of this story is that the next morning my dad was released because he payed the bail & his attorney got him. No matter what he did ( me being a minor at the time) he was released, because in our sick society you get released when you have money. After moving on with our lives and moving away from my hometown it took over a YEAR for him to be convicted. And as of today (May 11, 2011) he was sentenced to 180 days in jail (taking weekends) which accumulates to over a year that he wont have a free weekend. I also have a restraining order against him for 3 years which will be then re-nued at it's first expiration. It's just complete validation ! I haven't been this happy in such a long time, and Justice was FINALLY SERVED ! Haa And Thank you for reading the entire post if you made it this far down haha <3





Stay Fabbb & Fierce,
KANDY PRINCE

KANDY in the Army ?

I received a letter today from the SSS which is a part of the military. This just pops a couple of things into my mind. It's mandatory for all "men" to sign up or you face imprisonment or a fine up to $250,000. In a time where gay rights are still very scarce, and many who wish they could be in the army cannot I think it's absolutely ridiculous that this is something that's mandatory. Not to be a bitch, but it's also kind of selfish of the ones who are fighting for those rights because what about people like me. Do you think i'm gonna be in camouflage killing people ? NO! It's fucking stupid ! I hate separating myself but I have to because we are not represented; Only looked past. I want to rip up this paperwork, and be very stubborn but I can't because I am required to sign up for this because I was born with a penis. Absolutely Absurd! What do you think about this ? And if you know me or someone like me, can you see me in the army ? ( If I was you know I would be rocking some colorful shit) Don't ask, don't tell my Ass ! I'll go around shouting exactly what i'm proud of being. <3 Thank You very much haha

"Just Can't get Enough", What comes after Drama ?

I am now listening to this song, which has defiantly grown on me the past couple weeks. I want to focus on talking about exactly what the title says. If your in a situation like the one i was in and lies were spread & they make you look like a bad person, don't stoop to their level and don't try to make things right. That was my mistake, because by trying to make everything right you look like you should be blamed for everything.  You have to just move on and what comes later, will come. Only surround yourself with positive people and live your life. It took me about a week to get over everything because I could not fathom how immature the situation was and how much bullshit was tied into it. I surrounded myself with my best friends and a new group of friends as well, and i've had no problems since. I always remember (relationships or friends) that there is a Billion people out there and your bound to find one who is perfect for you. I am now stronger, yet again because I got past more bullshit and I'm doing much better. I would love to get personal but their only so much of my life I will announce to the world, at this time. haha But I don't need to surround myself with a broken, kindergarden, indecisive relationship and lying people. When you get rid of it, the good only follows.




*** I am making a new video this week so Stay Tuned***

<3 KANDY 

Working IN Beauty Retail

For many, you know I work in the Beauty Industry & I have seen a lot of Bullshit left and right. Im going to highlight some of it as far as sales go and the classy things i see on a daily basis. The most common thing besides a purchase in a store is the returns, right? Yes... we all know this but what's most annoying is when I see unusual things being returned. Hair extensions, Nail Polish, & even mascara are my highlights. WHY are you returning hair extensions ? To me, personally, I would never return them because it's gross ! These women know that they tried it on and wore it out for a night and want their money back because they think they have that right... and in a way they do because our store's return policy is far to lenient. The point is it's wrong and they know it is. Another one is the nail polish, these things are just items that you RISK purchasing and if the "color", does not match well you picked it. Don't be ghetto as Fuck and return them. It just really annoys me to see how many people try to get one up on a company. Aside from the returns, they will do things like come in an return free gifts later on without the receipt  and some ring up for a considerable amount of money and we have to give them the store credit. It's basically giving them a free shopping trip and people KNOW what they are doing is wrong. I am a very strong believer in karma and that is not something I mess with. If i knew i was trying to scam someone or an establishment for my own personally gain, I would feel really bad about it. ( It would never happen in general) but you know what I mean. blah blah haha ! The joys of seeing people be evil, and working in the retail market. And coupon scams... omg i'm not going to even go into that ! lol

Followers... Don't ruin everything!

"I have known about Alexander McQueen for years". "I knew about Lady Gaga when she was running the club circuit". "I think Philip Tracey is so amazing... because everyone else wants a hat he has designed" .... My point in this post is it gets so irritating to see so many good things go bad. Honestly, I do remember gaga way before many even knew who she was and even when I met her 2 years ago she was not as big as she is now. Everything explodes and it's a need for people to say they knew about them before the artist was big, just to look cool. It's disgusts me; people who wanna fit in so badly they would lie about petty shit like that. You could even tie in the sports aspect, "bandwagon"? It's even more annoying when you have actually known about certain things before they explode and you see liars in action. My family is partially from Wisconsin, so when the Packer's won... Naturally it was a celebration for us because we have always supported them. But days, weeks, and even up till now you see much more packer's stickers and banners on cars and houses just because they won. Does this bother anyone else ? I know i can't be the only one who feels this way. Just be honest and stick to what you know and don't feel the need to lie just to make yourself look better. It won't get you anywhere in the end.



Stay Fabbb & Fierce 
XoXo
KANDY PRINCE